A Heart Broken King And His Knight

Hi,

Today's reading was drawn Knight of pentacles, King of swords and finally the three of swords.

The Knight of Pentacles: Like all the knights this card can represent a 'quest', the object quested for in this case is that of financial gain, stability and material goods. This knight is quite the reverse of the knight of swords drawn earlier who is hasty and quick witted. Our new knight takes his time, usually working slowly but with high levels of accuracy and precision. 'If a jobs worth doing, it's worth doing properly'.

The King of Swords: The king of swords can be seen to represent Libra. He is a man who tries to keep his judgement balanced to the current situation. He represents the clever and learned people who understand that single mindedness can lead to stagnation of thoughts. The King of swords asks that the quarant stays open minded but logical.

The Three of swords (the heartache): I've already drawn this card before in this diary, but not the correct way up. In it's current state it represents the end of a relationship, the breakdown of a marriage but not clean breaks by any means! It stands for heartache, pain and loss, usually felt because of another...one who we love. It can also indicate arguments, disagreements and harsh words between lovers, in which many cutting things will have been said. Finally it can indicate spiteful thoughts, unsaid but still damaging.

I feel that this is referring to a conversation I had last night with a friend from college. My friend said that they would like to visit me and then pulled out. I asked if they wanted to organise for a better time, they said yes and then gave up as soon as we hit the first dud date. I was highly upset as I hold this friend highly in my thoughts and care for them deeply, but it came across as though I was being 'thrown aside' for being too difficult.

The cards inform me that they have made this decision not because it is too much effort but because they has judged this time to be impractical, and would much rather wait and spend some quality time with me later, than come down and only catch glimpses of each other. This makes me feel better and slightly foolish for assuming they were so uncaring.

Blessed be